I lie on my bed and stare up at the ceiling. I find words..words to write..but I can't manage to explain what's in my heart. I think about my life..my past..my present..my future. What am I going to do? What DO I want to do? The answer to the second question is simple. I want to do a lot of things..fulfill a lot of dreams..but how can I if I don't make a new start? If I don't make a new chapter in my life? If I don't bring a new Rukhsar into existence? I must create a new start, create a new me. And that is exactly what I will do now. I just feel like I've wasted my life. I've just been over thinking, being my own worst critic, crying over little things, worrying and stressing over nothing, killing myself. Killing myself with these useless little problems that I made into mountains and let them overtake me. If I want to fulfill my dreams, I know I have to forget the old me and start a new me.
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AuthorAsalamu alaykum/Hi! My name is Rukhsar Ali Din and welcome to my site! I hope you enjoy my posts and find them beneficial! Hope u have a blessed day! <<3 Categories
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